Friday 22 June 2018

Co-existence 2: The Divine Dance

There is no doubt that sharing a body with a higher dimensional being is a … unique … experience!  And perhaps one that cannot be easily imagined.  In an effort to break it down so that it is as clear as possible, we could divide the experience into two different aspects: the physical and the psycho-spiritual.

In this article I’d like to share what I remember of the physical changes during this time.  

The easiest way to describe it was like living life ‘large’; all my senses were expanded, my intuition was sharpened, my body was able to perform feats I could not even contemplate without divine intervention, and I had the privilege of seeing life with completely fresh eyes.

We, my friends and I, did not know how long this phenomenon would last, even now my sense of that time is so blurred that it may have been a week, it may have been ten days.  At some point, quite early in the process, we ascertained that this being’s name was Ashian. 

I had the strongest impression from Ashian that he had never been in physical form before.  He had never felt anything with his hands, for example, that is if he even had 'hands' as we think of them, at least.  So a great part of the adventure was allowing him to experience physicality through my body.    

My friends and I went for a walk, on the second day, and Ashian came along!  I could feel his emotions as if they were mine, yet I was also able to delineate between his feelings and mine.  When he saw a black cat sitting on a stone wall, lazing in the evening sun, his reaction was as innocent, free and excited as that of a two year old: he had to stroke the cat!  I could feel him almost straining in my body to get across to the cat as quickly as possible, such was his excitement to pet the cat!  The purity of his curiosity and joy is something that cannot be easily conveyed, rather like E.T., he was both extremely wise as well as endearingly pure and innocent.  

Later that evening, he saw a fire on the beach.  Someone had lit the fire for a BBQ; Ashian had never seen flames before, so he was curious!  ‘We’ went over so that he could see it up close, but that wasn’t enough, he wanted to feel it as well!  I held my hands out so that he could experience the heat warming my hands and I remember having to hold my hands back because he wanted to put my hands into the fire to feel it properly!  That was not going to happen on my watch!

On another occasion, we were in a cove and the only way back to the car was up a very steep hill.  At the time I was going to the gym, so I had developed some level of fitness, which is just as well, because his next ‘experiment’ would have killed me otherwise!  He decided to run up the hill to experience physical exertion.  

There is no way I could have sustained the speed and duration of that run of my own volition.  It will remain forever my peak physical experience, my personal Olympic gold moment!  I was tired afterwards, but not shattered, because so much of his energy was flooding through me; I was fitter, faster and more flexible because of his energy and recovery times were much shorter.

Indeed, I had boundless energy and barely slept at night.  I simply had no need of sleep.  I was, quite literally, high!

My subtle senses also opened up.  I was walking back from the lighthouse one day, and as I looked around me, everything and everyone was bathed in pink light, a subtle yet intense inner glow that shone from the divine spark of light bursting forth from each and every atom within.  When I looked down at my feet, I saw that I was walking on a wide carpet of pink light and my friend was walking on a carpet of olive green light.

In my next article, I will look at the psycho-spiritual expansions that happened at that time.

Monday 18 June 2018

Co-existence 1: First Contact

I used to think I was odd, that my experiences meant that I should keep quiet, in case I unsettle others, make them feel uncomfortable or, worse yet, have them judge me as ‘nuts’.  Being trivialised and side-lined isn’t a new experience to me.  It is deeply shaming and evokes tremendous feelings of unworthiness, regret for being who I am and fearfulness. 
The events I discuss below, I have discussed with barely a handful of people in the 17 years since they occurred, but with the help of one or two wonderfully encouraging people, I’m starting to claim my unique … well, shall we call them, ‘quirks’!

That said, I have butterflies flying through my body as I write this.  What will friends and family think of me, if they even read this!  How much weirder will I seem now?  However, one of these encouraging friends, Narendra, thought that my experiences may help others who have been through this process, which he very eloquently describes as Co-existence. 
In the summer of 2001, I was staying with a couple, they were new friends and they were Spiritualists, though I had no idea what that meant then, or now really, apart from the fact that they were more open than most people I met about the existence of Galactics, a Higher Self and other higher dimensional beings. 
On a warm June evening, as I sat on their couch I felt impelled to rearrange the crystals on a cabinet top.  Every 30 minutes or so, I would return to change the sequencing of the crystals and to turn a pink crystal exactly 33 1/3 degrees.  I became vaguely aware that I wasn’t quiet ‘all there’, a bit like being light-headed when your attention isn’t focused but, paradoxically, my attention was laser-like in its focus on the task in hand.
Simultaneously, I developed a gentle awareness that I was opening a portal.  Back in 2001, the only portals that existed were on television, in sci-fi programmes.  Average people weren’t discussing them, much less opening them, or so I thought!  And despite thinking I was nuts, I continued to move the crystals around, as directed by this inner knowing.
A few hours later, though the details are none too sharp any longer, still on the couch, I came to realise that I was not alone inside my body.  There was another presence, with a strong masculine signature, who was communicating with me, from inside me.  I could ‘feel’ his communication, which wasn’t through words, but more like a ‘package’ of information that contained feelings, images, insights and downloads in a burst.
Soon after this realisation, he spoke through me, to my friends.  I suddenly had a male voice!  Well, I use the term ‘I’ in the loosest possible manner!  It was him.  I remember how painful it was for my vocal cords, it felt as though I was coarsely grating them.  As he spoke, I was conscious of the profound, simple wisdom of his words and the innocence of his incredible sense of humour.  He was utterly charming and for the ten days or so that he stayed with me, I was enveloped in the most wonderful, high vibrational energy.  It was exquisite.
Because I no longer have an account of all our adventures together, there are many details and even more teachings and wisdom that I have sadly forgotten.  There are other details that are still sharp and clear, and yet more events of which I only have only a partial memory.
But I shall try to pull these together, over a series of blogs, lest they help others.