Friday 24 July 2020

Divine Mother - How to free your Self

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My beloved children, in every moment of ‘time’ on your planet, there is a zeitgeist, the spirit of the moment, the theme of that period of time.
In this time, the theme is releasing; it is the pathway to the freedom of your divine Self, and global ascension. You can see this play out on the world stage in many ways and, if you could see it, you would know that it is even playing out on the galactic stage at present, albeit in a far more graceful manner!

But right now, what I wish to address is release at the personal level.  I have previously spoken of the Light Night of the Soul, when your awareness of your divine essence, and the extended abilities that brings with it, suddenly explodes into your consciousness.  Release is the alchemist in this process.

So long as you remain locked in your ideas of who you are and how you are, you are living in a cage.  Free yourself!  

The ideas you hold about yourself were, in large part, formed by your parents, who were themselves hurt and fragmented by life; by family and peers, who were also equally hurt and fragmented; and by a media that wished to dumb you down and keep you small.  None of that, but none of it, was ever remotely true.

The purpose of your life is to free yourself from the bondage of those painful distortions about who you are, and to free yourself to become the physical embodiment of your divine self. 

There is no doubt, but it is a very arduous life assignment to free oneself and to ascend in physical form, while trying to pay the rent, look after family members, clean, cook, listen, heal, nourish and nurture those around you; and if you have time left over, maybe even yourself.

You can see why this was an assignment only granted to the strongest and the bravest.

Life is changing, both within and without.  I say that not to be facile, but to point out that change requires release.  Within this condensed, compressed ascension process that you are experiencing and manifesting, release is the alchemist that frees your Self. 

Release frees you from the false, illusory cages in which you have been trapped, it frees your soul to dance in your waking consciousness, and it frees your divine Self to coexist consciously, transcendentally in your every day life.

Change can only occur – whether inside you or outside you – when you release what was.  Nothing is permanent, not time, not homes, jobs, partners, nor jobs.  

Every time you notice yourself thinking:

I must…
I should…
I need to…
I can’t…
I have to…

You have moved out of the flow.  You have returned back to the pre-programmed cage.  Release yourself from that cage, for it does not serve you; indeed, it cannot hold the magnitude of who you are, except and unless, you chose to make yourself as small as that idea, that cage.

So, in practical terms, how do you do that?  

“I can choose to…”

Now you may do the same action as you were going to do when you thought ‘I must…’, but the energy is different.  You have expanded beyond its grip and brought in new light.  

Over time, and not a lot of time, you will discover that ‘can choose’ is like a lever to freedom.  It creates space, it invites life and light, it is gentle on your precious self.

You can choose.

With all my love to you, my beloved.

Wednesday 22 July 2020

Divine Mother - The Light Night of the Soul


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My beloved children,

Many of you are awakening to the Light Night of the Soul.  You have all heard of the dark night of the soul, where you face the agony and pain of your wounds and your fears, of all that you have repressed and hidden from your conscious mind.  

It is a moment when the pathway forward in life is very unclear and you feel paralysed, unsure of which direction to go in.  It is a pivotal point in your evolutionary progress, entering into the dark night of the soul; as is emerging from it.

When emerging from the dark night of the soul – which is so much longer than one night! – you feel clearer, freer, lighter.  You have greater confidence in who you are, how you wish to be in your world, and how you want to turn up.  You have healed and released so much baggage that you travel freely and the path, however stony, is completely doable.

You must first empty a jug of dirty water, before you can fill it with pure water.

The Light Night of the Soul, is a much newer phenomenon among my children.  The Light Night of the Soul is when you are awakened, frequently very suddenly and abruptly, to the magnitude of who you Are.  

Skills, talents, abilities and knowingness that you have never experienced before suddenly flow through you like never before.  Energy flows, you’re on a high; yet, you feel alone, isolated, out of step with those around you and who you ‘used’ to be.

This, my dear children, is the Light Night of the Soul. In the dark night of the soul, you face all the shadow that you have disowned.  In the Light Night of the Soul, you face the divinity you have disowned.

Both are periods of ‘night’ symbolically, for they are about embracing what has been in the shadows, hidden, repressed or ignored.  

In both experiences, you are ‘dislocated’ from those around you, and even more painfully, from who you thought you were.  It can feel like a rupture in your identity, but actually, in both cases, it is an expansion into the next greatest, highest version of yourself.
 
So, how to navigate this new stage, this new ‘leveling up’, this new expansion?

I wish to suggest that you begin by surrendering your fears to me.  It may be as simple as: 

“Mum, I’m terrified.  I don’t know why I have these new abilities, how I’m meant to use them, and I hate how uncomfortable they make me feel.   
"Help me feel safe, help me feel the flow of love.  Help me surrender my fears to you, in the knowing that you will show me how this new journey will evolve every tiny step of the way.  
"I am You, and You are Me.”

We will talk more about this in the future, but for now, melt into acceptance, as and where you can, trusting that your blessed life is unfolding in absolutely perfect alignment with your soul’s plan.

Friday 17 July 2020

Yeshua - Pathways of love

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My dearest brothers and sisters,
I knew I was fulfilling my purpose, I was clearing the way for the light.  It was hard, I will not deny that, but it was the fulfillment of my purpose, my mission in this life: the expansion of love, of compassion and forgiveness.

Truly this is a wonderful time to be alive, even if you may currently doubt it.  You have seen that in the moments of greatest emotional torment in my life, through periods of grief, betrayal and upset, I was living my greatest promise to the Father/Mother/One.

It was that journey that opened me up fully, finally, completely to the joy of surrender to my path and, although it was painful, there was an inner energy, an inner grace, an inner love that sustained me in those darkest hours.


There are many pathways of love.  Love comes in so many forms that expand infinitely beyond the romantic love that is over-dramatised in your media these days.

Consider divine universal love; you see that in the way birds fly, leaves sprout, water flows... You also see it in the kindness that abounds in nature.  Nature heals because it is the divine essence made manifest: just as you are.

Universal love can also be experienced in moments of deep connection, whether that is through music, meditation, movement, creation, reading divinely inspired words, being in nature...  There are many pathways of love, to love and through love.

Indeed, every positive emotion has to include a vibration of love, for every positive emotion is building the pathway to unified love and conscious oneness with All That Is.

Never before have the many and various vibrations of love - universal love, romantic love, parental love, compassion, forgiveness, kindness, humour - been so potent as they are now.  They are the building blocks of the higher dimensions.

Walk the pathways of love, notice the infinite shades and nuances of love, nurture the journey.  Yes, these are difficult, challenging times but, my dearest beloved brothers and sisters, you are walking my path.   You are on the final journey home, just as I was.

I am with you in every moment.  I stand with you.  I support you and love you beyond measure.

Monday 13 July 2020

Cmdr Ashian: You are here to soar


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The joyful new world, the bounteous new world that you are sense, that you feel in your deepest knowing, is the longing that drives you forward.  It is what gives you the courage to continue, the patience to forgive, and the compassion to heal old rifts and ruins.  

This knowing that beats in your heart, with every heartbeat, is the knowing of your sacred, divine immortal Self.  It is the divine that Is You, of you, created by you.  It is all you.  Soon, you shall know this not as a nudge, as a hope, or a belief, but as a life changing, soul-embodying expression of your Truth.

You are getting closer, and though you may see time as a line, and ‘release’ as distant, I wish to invite you to expand your hearts outrageously, to speak your words generously, courageously, and to let the love that flows through your veins, infuse every aspect of your interactions with others.

Love, and only love, the myriad forms of love – compassion, peace, understanding, forgiveness, joy, laughter, humour, listening, patience – is the key that opens the door; the door to your heart, the door to your soul, the door to your Ascension, the door to planetary Ascension.

When you are brought down, seek laughter, seek compassion, whether from yourself or from another, and then let the love re-emerge, stronger and more radiant than before.

Every knock, every low, shines and polishes your divine radiance even more.  It lifts your light higher, shines it brighter.

Yes, you have moments when you feel down, but that will soon end; that is a symptom of 3D life and the malevolent programming that has undermined your divine sacred nature for millennia.  It is all very soon to end.  

You are on the cusp, just leaning over, nearly at the point where you fly, where you soar into the greatest expression of your Self, a Self you never even dreamt was possible.

My beloved brothers and sisters, keep dreaming, keep resting when you need to, and above all else, keep loving. 

You are here to soar, and soar you will.

With very much love,
Ashian.