Wednesday, 5 January 2011
New Year's Resolution
I probably can't eradicate it, but it may be feasible for me to soften my resistance. When things don't go my way the accumulated frustration makes me feel hard and brittle internally. That never makes life easier! Nor does it resolve whatever issue is creating the resistance.
I think that learning to live with the present, to accept what is. I don't mean this as an excuse not to change things that don't work for me, it's more about accepting the present moment while still moving towards the goals I've set for myself.
And there aren't very many goals at the moment - getting through the day is still an achievement for me! James is asleep right now, hence this scribbled blog which isn't very deep, but I'm on the clock! So, in essence, for this year I'm attempting to accept life without drama or resistance. There's more to this than meets the eye, but I can't articulate it yet.
Signing off now!