It is hard to imagine it has only been three weeks since my
life changed so completely after Narendra’s* reading and Reiki. And herein is one of the paradoxes at the
heart of the spiritual journey.
We experience massive internal shifts, but the outside world
and our lives, continue to look almost identical. What has changed? Externally, pretty much nothing. Internally: everything. In fact, I am a little frustrated that it
seems to take so long for subtle change to manifest into physical change. I have to pinch myself to remember it’s only
been three weeks. Who knows what three
more weeks will bring!
However, and this is the important bit, the spiritual
journey continues. Most days seems to
happen, but this meditation last week seems so rich, so unexpected, that I
thought it was worth sharing it with you, because, hey, maybe you’re going
through the same as me. If you are – and
even if you’re not! – I’d love to hear from you 😊
I settle down
to meditate. I’ve been feeling both
grounded and spaced out simultaneously today, so I’m curious about what is
happening. I centre myself and go to the
zero point field. I imagine I walk
through fields to a wood, and through the woods to a clearing. At the
centre of the clearing there is a portal and I enter.
On the
other side there is only pure white light and energy. After I adjust, I
become aware that I have been allowed to join a group that works for the
upliftment of humanity. Although I can
see nothing, it is as though I am space filled with beings meditating on bringing
light to humanity. My mind is racing and
I become aware that the thoughts from my mind are disturbing the peace these
beings are creating, like a noisy toddler in a quiet temple! I settle
myself and focus on keeping my mind as still as I can.
After a
while, I am about to leave the space and finish my meditation however, at just
that point, the energy got stronger and impelled me to stay.
I am
again seemingly alone in this white space.
After a while I notice that my garments are being changed, I'm being put
in white clothes again, rather like a priest or pope's vestments except that
they are pure white. There is even the mitre cap.
I resist
the cap. I remember Nirendra telling me that resistance to something is probably
the result of misused power – in this case – in a religious lifetime, I assume.
I know I am beyond that lifetime and the need for power now, so I stop
resisting. Immediately, the mitre disappears.
I realise
that I am in the same temple where the Christ-ening happened. I vaguely notice
a white flower. It disappears and I send my consciousness to look at it
again. I recognise it. What is it...? Then it comes to me: 'it's a
lotus: again!' But I'm not under this time. It's to my left.
They,
perhaps Elders, tell me I am being priested. They ask if I know what that
means; I don’t know if they respond or if I do, saying that it's working for
the people. Letting go of self and working for the highest good of all.
I notice wisps
of violet flames and the kundalini energy moves through my spine and out my
head.
They say
I may reclaim my full DNA. I'm not sure if this is wishful thinking on my
part; it was in response to my question to have my sight and hearing restored,
as both have disimproved. I call in my full, original DNA and
activate it. Including youth!
The
meditation ends. In fact, I am not sure
how it ended.
Perhaps
because it did not end. Later that
evening, when I am sitting down, I hear the word ‘anointing’ and I am suddenly
back in the temple. There was a woman in
front of me and she puts an oil on my third eye. She then bathes my feet in oil. As my physical feet were actually very
uncomfortable, this was a great relief.
Finally, she strokes oil though my hair, but my hair isn’t short and
blond, it’s long, thick and black.
Again,
the image fades.
* http://awakeningspark.com/index.html
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